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I've been kinda stress this week as there's two of my most important subjects... sc and history on quite particular day!!! I've been freting lik mad...even my parents can tell tat i'm putting too much pressure on myself especially on history... becoz i've been losing my appentite to eat...so ya... hopefully i'll do well... there's nothing much on mon... gonna go on to tue

Tue... had sc as the first period... so had my CA... it was kinda difficult... there're a lot of question which we're not taught... hopefully i'll do ok... don't think i'll be the top 3 in sc... so ya... then hav eng... presentation... then hav art... our teacher was absent... and the class was making a lot noise... then mr karib came... my heart was lik beating so fast when we called out chairperson...then vice-chair... but thankfully he did not scold us... juz told us to write down the names for those who refuse to listen to us... so ya... then hav chinese... i'm definately gonna fail ting xie.... cos did not learn at all...was busy studying history and sc the day before... then hav history CA... it was ok... knew how to do most of the questions...especially the Maria Hertogh riot... haha... but did not hav enough time to finish the source based questions... could hav wrote more... sigh... then hav lit... the class were in chaos again..then mr karib came... but miss sim came and saved us.. haha

Wed...juz lik typical wed... ya... had IT... it was fun... the teacher was lik quite nice... his character reminded me of my last yr sc teacher... haha... it is lik he asked lik two volunteers then rachel and i volunteered to go around looking for sec 1 to tell them abt some microsoft professional thingy... so ya... then after recess had lit... miss sim went through a totally sweet poem with us... its lik totally describing my true thoughts... so ya... then hav history... mrs krishna was super funny on tat day... she kept on going oh no... haha... then hav PC... we juz talked... so ya... then hav we got back our sc papers... and i realised tat i got fourth in class... so ya... still at the same postion as the last CA... i was hoping to improve my ranking... so ya...

Thurs... nothing much... got kinda irritated with my class cos most of them were not willing to co-operate with olivia and i...and olivia got so stressed up on tat day... cool...calm down olivia... haha...then hav the letter-writing for chinese... so ya... then tat day i finally get to go home early and get a nice afternoon nap... haha...

Fri... it was ok... had morning exercise... it was ok... then hav sc...finally we got to do experiment after waiting for 3 months... last yr... we did lik experiment almost every week... so ya...really wish to turn back time... sigh....then hav history... finished my mind map... collected activity book and was lik putting a post-it to let her know who did not hand up... really i suddenly felt lik a rep... not a vice-chair cos last yr used to do tat when i collect any sc assignment... really brought back many fond memories:)... then after sch went to the library which i almost got into trouble...

Hi! I guess i'm kinda carefree this week cos there's no CA...lol...except for a english summary test on thurs...

Mon... Olivia... my chairperson did not come...so i was lik in charge of the class... it was ok... we gave easter eggs to my friends... wanna say a BIG THANK U TO ALL THOSE U GAVE ME... LOV YA!... gave my mortal... dian... haha... it is seriously hard to find easter eggs during the weekend... then cos lik during assmebly... the spaces between my class and other sec 2 classes are super narrow... so miss tan asked me to walk down the role to mark attendance... i felt to awkward... cos usually the teacher is the one standing up and marking attendance... so ya... i'm the only student marking attendance... haha... had this funny feeling within me... ok... gonna skip to English... my group presented... we did a presentation on poverty and showed our video which is now on the class blog :).... so far i did quite well... was one of the best groups :)... then hav assembly... we sang some community song... i dunno lik on tat day...there r lik so many things concerning the chairperson to c different respective teachers... sigh...so i hav to lik c a lot of teachers on tat day...

Tue... went to collect the schedule for the mid-yr exams... seeing it makes me STRESS!!! Had sc as first period.... we're taught ions today...it was ok... so ya... then hav eng... the teacher gave us feedback and mine was kinda good... so i think i did quite well:)... i'll skip art to chinese... my lao shi is asking me to give an example as usual... haha... i spoke quite fluently and fast...a lot of people did not catch wat i was speaking... haha... then hav history... it was fun... i was laughing at galye's group's role play... it was super funny... then hav lit.. got back my CA 2 paper... i did ok...got a A1 on the dot... haha... then we had to stay back for a while cos miss tan wanted to give back our math CA2...i did better than i expected... got third in class... never expected to do well in math cos last yr...i was always getting B3... haha... then Marietta, Christel, amanda, anisha, adeline and i stayed back until 5 to do the wool thingy which we had to complete by wed... at tat point of time... i realised who r my true friends who would stick with u when u needed their help... and as a vice-chair... would lik to say a big thank u to jan jan and carmen in helping in the wool thingy too!

Wed...it was normal...nothing much to talk abt...going on to Thurs... we had this fire drill thing during english period...when the alarm went off... i started shouting at the class...'Girls...hurry up! Get out of class and line up in register order now!!!'... haha... it was so funny...when my english teacher started looking at my reaction...haha... we had to assemble at the netball court which was super hot as it was abt 12 in the afternoon...haha...i was lik marking attendance... so ya... then we went to the hall to get water and then...we had this toe weaving thing... it was ok... except my strings kept on getting entangled...

Fri... had assembly in class... we did some kind of exercise in class.. and we're lik following the moves of some exercise video... victoria, hui min, danielle, even miss tan and i were laughing at some orange shirt guy in the video and jan jan could hav known him... haha...lol... sc...it was boring... we finished up the chapter on atoms, molecules, ions... so ya... then hav history... it was ok... the oral communication...had to a speech on friends... its kinda ok... i presented quite well... then PW... watch other groups present... then math...juz went through some questions... so ya... glad today tat i could finally get a afternoon nap... until danielle woke me up... eunice seemed to be having some trouble with her sec 1 sc...gonna try to help her since i'm lik so pro at sec 1 sc...compared to this yr....

Exams has already started... getting really stressed up...hopefully i would do well... haha... well... gonna start off by telling abt my week... on wed... got back my history paper... did not do very well... way bellow my expectations... seriously i was really down on tat day... i'm so determined to do well in mid-yr and I MUST! IT was super funny... now i'm finding IT the most fun lesson this yr... not sc... haha... i was laughing at danielle at some song... "last kiss"... remember jan jan.. haha... must listen to tat song ok???During PC... we watch bring it on... it was kinda nice show... seriously la... then after sch stayed back to complete my D and T project... but in the end i did not complete it.. sigh... i'm gonna do really badly for practical... i'm hoping to do ok in theory but it is on the same day as sc... so obviously i put more effort in sc...

Thurs... studied eng... cos hav EL SA 1 on fri which is today... today... had EL SA 1... it was ok... did argumentitive essay... cos i think i'm better at tat rather than narrative... the topic was "Teenage life is S'pore is stressful and complicated"... wrote kinda a lot... hopeful i did not exceed the word limit of 500... so ya... then hav paper 2... compre... it was ok... i'm hoping to score for content in summary... cos needed tat to pull my marks up... then today after sch...went to parkway with amanda, adeline and eunice... learnt some french word... haha... i'm suddenly so interested in learning languages from other parts of the world lik japanese...

Now i really realised tat fate and destiny really plays a big part in our everyday lives... i used to think we control our life but fate and destiny are the factor that do... for example... how u met the person u lik... the times u spend with tat person... events in our everyday lives... our friends...sch... if it wasn't becoz of my PSLE result which destiny controls stating tat i would not do tat well in pri person... i wouldn't hav met so many nice teachers and friends :)... so ya... juz wanna add on tat everything is fated... u can't change it...

The First Day

I wish I could remember the first day,

First hour, first moment of your meeting me;

If bright or dim the season, it might be

Summer or winter for aught I can say.

So unrecorded did it slip away,

So blind was I to see and to forsee,

So dull to mark the budding of my tree

That would not blossom yet for many a May.

If only I could recollect it! Such

A day of days! I let it come and go

As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow.

It seemed to mean so little, meant so much!

If only now I could recall that touch,

First touch of hand in hand!- Did one but know!

Christina Rossetti

Yesterday went to Raffles Jubelee Hall to watch Oliver Twist... it was quite nice...i kinda enjoy the play... sat with Jan Jan and Adeline while we gorbble some food in the Theatre..shhhh.... lol... those actors sang super well... i wish i hav their voice... haha...reached sch at 6.20...while miss tan was looking for me to mark the attendance... so ya.. then went up the bus...and danielle and i listened to some music... after watching the play... we got to ask some questions... it was really cool... by the time we left..it was already 10... reached sch at abt 10.30...

Today... was quite sleepy... was yawning...especially during reading period... oh ya... hav yet to do my reflection... gonna do it afterwards... then hav P.E.... it was super fun... our P.E seemed to be in a super good mood today...haha...i was even joking with him..even though which i don't usually do... so ya.. we played soccer...the ball hit me 7 times... so irritating...but i really had a lot fun being the defender... even though my team lost... haha... danielle was super pro... she was the goal keeper and then when the ball came flying over... she used a one hand to block and PAAA... the ball shot back... haha... then danielle's hand was super red... i was laughing lik mad... haha